Peanuts & Cracker Jack #11

 

I visited Mexico City. Naturally, I went to a baseball game.

International league games have a reputation for being more eclectic and festive than American games, so I was eager to experience the hype. It did not disappoint.

Estadio Alfredo Harp Helu, home to the Diablos Rojos del Mexico, is a beautiful ballpark that outshines quite a few of its Major League counterparts. It resides inside a F1 course which resides inside a larger public park that hosted the 1968 Olympics. That’s how public infrastructure is done! MLB would never. The stadium itself is two-tiered—barely—so it has the intimate feel of a Minor League park. The defining feature, though somewhat hard to describe, is a beautiful spear (?) or eagle (?) shaped roof that covers most of the infield seats and concourse. One glaring difference is the technology definitely lags behind American parks. There is no radar gun reading and for better or worse, the two outfield videoboards are small with limited messages and entertainment (I.E. the cap shuffle). Although one time, and only one time, they used a Sponge Bob “ruido” graphic to get fans to make noise.

The ballpark has an open concourse that allows a view of the action, with food areas behind the plate and down the left field and right field lines. The food was somewhat of a let down compared to the local options, but much better than 90% of the stadium food I’ve had in the States. The hot dog, even without ketchup and mustard, was miles better than any other park I’ve been to. Along with a hot dog, I make it a point to get an ice cream helmet at each ballpark I visit as a souvenir—or so I tell myself—and here you get to pick what color helmet you want AND you get a sticker pack so you can choose which team logo you want to on the helmet! Oh, and the ice cream itself was fine.

The crowd trickled in late because holy shit the traffic, but once everyone was settled in the atmosphere was buoyant. Fans behind the Diablos dugout waved giant flags and other hardcore fans were littered around the seating bowl, blasting air horns and rattling noise makers throughout the game. When the Diablos scored, which was a lot, a coordinated chant bellowed out from the crowd. I had no idea what was being chanted but the row behind us was really into it. There are plenty of great fan clubs and rowdy atmospheres in Major League ballparks, but the vibe of a Diablos game is much different and a vibe I wish American fans and stadiums would embrace. The closest comparison I can think of are the A’s fans who bang drums, chant, and hang homemade banners throughout the outfield, but, well, alas. The Phillies have the Phandemic Krew but they’re just a handful of people hidden way up in the 300 level and the Bleacher Bums at Yankee Stadium are notorious, although not always for the right reasons.

Much like an NBA game, music is played almost continuously during the game. I have to admit, I wasn’t a fan. Call me an oldhead, but I prefer organic crowd noise to piped in music. Also, the vendors are NON-STOP. There is no peace from their perpetual up-and-down hawking. On one hand it’s cool that, unlike here, you can order from a concession stand through a vendor without missing the game. On the other hand…I just want to watch the game without constant interruptions!

A breath of fresh air was the absence of advertising. Don’t get me wrong, there are ads- most notably on the uniforms and dugouts- but the outfield walls are not plastered with them, nor is every inch of the stadium sponsored or “presented by” some corporate brand.

As players took the field a few minutes prior to first pitch, I readied myself to stand at attention and remove my cap. However, there was no anthem, nor was there a Salute a Soldier or any other patriotic/nationalist/militaristic propaganda being peddled. One game is a small sample size, but I’m not sure If They Don’t Win It’s a Shame would be possible in Mexico—and that’s a good thing.

All in all, I really dug the stadium and I really dug the game experience. If you want to learn about the design of Estadio Alfredo Harp Helu, check this link out.

One other note—hours before the game I realized my favorite player and disgraced steroid user, Robinson Cano, is on the team. I never thought I’d see him play again! As it turned out, I didn’t see him play again. He sat the bench. I did some research afterward and he doesn’t play that often. My guy, if you can’t start in Mexico, hang the cleats up or get back on the juice.

Please excuse me for this travel blog style newsletter, it’s not what you signed up for. Please also excuse the photographs. I was there for pleasure, not work. At least I have an excuse to come back and make real photographs!

 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #10

 

It’s official- 2024 will be the final season of Athletics baseball in Oakland. And probably the final season of professional baseball in Oakland. Period.

Last week the Athletics announced they will play in Sacramento at Sutter Health Park, home to the AAA Sacramento River Cats, while their proposed stadium in Las Vegas is built, if it even is built. The decision came only a couple days after Oakland officials and the Athletics met for a third time on renewing the Oakland Coliseum lease, of which the benefits would have been:  team employees keep their jobs for a few more years, the players continue to play in a facility adequate enough for Major Leaguers, and should (or rather, when) things fall through in Las Vegas, the team would still have a home. 

Shockingly, the team negotiated in bad faith- again. When the A’s first proclaimed their move to Las Vegas, Oakland was blindsided as city officials thought they were about to finalize terms on a new stadium deal. This time around, there was no indication the team met with Sacramento officials prior to last week, with the River Cats President/COO, Chip Maxson, telling the press he wasn’t aware of the Athletics plans.

The River Cats president also mentioned, and I quote, “This [Sutter Health Park] was not built to be a Major League Stadium.” End quote.

The max capacity of Sutter Health Park is roughly 14,000, which, sure, is more than the A’s currently draw- but that’s due to Oakland fans protesting ownership. A Major League facility is also the work environment for the labor that generates the team and league’s wealth. The ballpark is to a player what an office or warehouse is to an average worker.

Athletics players voiced concerns about the facility in Sacramento regarding the size and location of the clubhouse, the training room, batting cages, and stadium lighting. Trevor Hildenberger, who pitched for the River Cats in 2023, noted on twitter that the stadium had “no family room, no mother’s room, no shade or bathrooms in the bullpens, only 1 shared batting cage..If you thought the coliseum facilities were lacking …”

The Oakland Coliseum isn’t exactly a model stadium but it has everything a Major League team needs. This isn’t a half-season or lone season situation where a team has no option other than a Minor League facility, a la the Toronto Blue Jays playing in Buffalo’s AAA park due to COVID. This is a conscious choice from an owner to provide a subpar work environment for three-plus years, with Major League Baseball’s stamp of approval. And is now a good time to mention the Athletics owner, John Fisher, is pals with the River Cats owner, Vivek Ranadivé?

In every step of the process Commissioner Rob Manfred and the league office have bent over backwards for Fisher, going so far as to waive the $300million relocation fee teams must pay the league to relocate. Sure, the job of the commissioner is to protect the owners. But in placating Fisher’s every move, rather than forcing him to sell the franchise, MLB’s mask is fully off when it comes to giving a shit about the game itself and not cold hard cash. This naked money-grab scam might be desirable in the short run, but it’s hard to see anything other than disastrous long-term consequences for the sport. When the music ends, will the billionaire owners be left holding the bag?

At this point I’m stuck in an infinite loop when it comes to MLB as a microcosm of America. Corporations have one single mission- accumulate as much capital as possible-labor, consumers, and the product be damned. The Athletics and their pathetic relocation to Las Vegas is the same old story.

Oakland, after twenty some-odd years of trying to get Athletics ownership to commit to the city, is left empty-handed. No team, no promise of a future expansion team, and no agreement that the Athletics brand needs to stay in Oakland. Just one last stab in the back to the fans and employees.

Oh, yeah, one more thing happened last week. Jackson County, MO voters rejected a sales tax extension that would have handed the Kansas City Royals $1billion in public funds for a new stadium. Who's ready to do this all over again?

 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #9

 

To pose or not to pose—that is the question.

Since day one of If They Don’t Win It’s a Shame, I’ve kept a hard and fast rule of neither seeking nor using posed pictures. I want to capture the “raw ballpark experience”, not someone acting for me. I’m also terrible at making posed pictures.

In reviewing the work made the past two seasons, I’ve been thinking about the above photo. It is the lone staged photo I’ve made that is not a case of me being too cowardly to tell someone off that wants me to take their picture. Even then, it was unintentional—I tried asking this gentleman something and he did not understand a word of English. After we tried communicating for some time, he eventually posed and I pressed the shutter button.

I don’t think it’s something that would make a final cut but…it kinda works. The exposure and composition are solid, if not great. Conceptually, it hits a few important themes—subtly too. Why not bend my rule going forward? On the one hand, no harm no foul in making the picture and not using it in the final edit. On the other hand, film prices…

What about photos where the scene is organic, but someone’s glance is directed at the camera? Here everyone is looking in a different direction, each pre-occupied in their own world. Except the gentleman in the bottom right corner. He’s staring right at me. Does it break the fourth wall I want to keep in tact? Or is it a faint nod of recognition to what I am trying to convey?

If you’re reading this and have an opinion, by all means, tell me—I’m still figuring it out. Are rules meant to be broken?

 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #8

 

I have a fascination with politicians—specifically presidents—performing PR stunts. Pardoning the turkey, posing with the Easter Bunny, rolling up sleeves when in a mile radius of a plumber. We love our silly little war criminals staging silly little stunts for the silly little media, don’t we folks?

So with today maybe being Opening Day (?) I want to share photos of a presidential PR personal favorite–first pitches!

The tradition started on Opening Day 1910, when notorious baseball fan William Howard Taft threw out the first pitch before the Washington Senators home opener. Since then, every president with the exception of Jimmy Carter, Donald Trump, and Joe Biden (I wonder why) has thrown an Opening Day first pitch while in office. FDR is the league leader with eight, although I think we need an asterisk for his extra terms.

I hope you enjoy these photos as much as I do, including the Obama dad jeans bonus, which, technically speaking, was an All-Star Game first pitch.

Oh, and here are my season predictions, for posterity sake.

AL East

  1. Toronto Blue Jays

  2. Baltimore Orioles

  3. New York Yankees

  4. Tampa Bay Rays

  5. Boston Red Sox

AL Central

  1. Cleveland Guardians

  2. Minnesota Twins

  3. Detroit Tigers

  4. Kansas City Royals

  5. Chicago White Sox

AL West

  1. Houston Astros

  2. Seattle Mariners

  3. Texas Rangers

  4. Los Angeles Angels

  5. Oakland Athletics

NL East

  1. Atlanta [Censored]

  2. Philadelphia Phillies

  3. New York Mets

  4. Miami Marlins

  5. Washington Nationals

NL Central

  1. St. Louis Cardinals

  2. Chicago Cubs

  3. Cincinnati Reds

  4. Milwaukee Brewers

  5. Pittsburgh Pirates

NL West

  1. Los Angeles Dodgers

  2. San Diego Padres

  3. Arizona Diamondbacks

  4. San Francisco Giants

  5. Colorado Rockies

AL Wild Card Round

  • New York Yankees (6) over Cleveland Guardians (3)

  • Baltimore Orioles (4) over Seattle Mariners (5)

NL Wild Card Round

  • Chicago Cubs (6) over St. Louis Cardinals (3)

  • Philadelphia Phillies (5) over San Diego Padres (4)

ALDS

  • Houston Astros (1) over Baltimore Orioles (4)

  • Toronto Blue Jays (2) over New York Yankees (6)

NLDS

  • Los Angeles Dodgers (1) over Philadelphia Phillies (5)

  • Atlanta [Censored] (2) over Chicago Cubs (6)

ALCS

  • Houston Astros (1) over Toronto Blue Jays (2)

NLCS

  • Los Angeles Dodgers (1) over Atlanta [Censored] (2)

World Series

  • Los Angeles Dodgers (1) over Houston Astros (1)

AL MVP- Julio Rodriguez

NL MVP- Corbin Carroll

AL Cy Young- Corbin Burnes

NL Cy Young- Spencer Strider

 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #7

 

Good morning. I woke up at 6AM to watch the MLB regular season begin in Seoul, South Korea. Yet Spring Training is still ongoing. Heck, the two teams playing right now in regular season games that count will be playing Spring Training games that don’t count by the weekend. For all other teams, the season starts on March 28th. So is Opening Day today or next Thursday? 

Opening Day wasn’t always this complicated. The Cincinnati Reds, baseball’s first professional franchise, has opened the season at home every year since 1889, with the exception of 1966 because of rain, and 1990 and 2022 due to owner lockouts. In 1920, Cincinnati hosted an Opening Day parade to celebrate the team’s World Series victory the previous season. Since then, Opening Day has become a de facto holiday in the city, with the Findlay Market parade as the focal point. As this tradition grew, MLB began scheduling Cincinnati to host the first game of the season, typically on a Monday afternoon with all other teams scheduled to play the next day.

Sometime in the 80’s or 90’s, MLB had enough of this tradition. Professional baseball was always for-profit, but teams operated relatively independently. It was during this period that Major League Baseball, the entity, began exerting more control over teams to better grow revenue. To better grow revenue, MLB needs national TV deals and sponsorships. To secure more lucrative deals, MLB needs to increase the number of eyes on its product. To increase the number of eyes on its product, Opening Day becomes Opening Night and the marquee game is played between the New York Yankees and Boston Red Sox, not the Cincinnati Reds and Milwaukee Brewers. MLB’s growth mindset also means getting the product in international markets, which leads to an Opening Day in the middle of Spring Training where first pitch is 6AM EST, or 3AM PST, on a Wednesday.

The overarching theme of my on-going project, If They Don’t Win It’s a Shame, is how baseball, or rather Major League Baseball, is a microcosm of America and capitalism. Baseball, more than any other American sport, is steeped in history and tradition. The business of baseball, however, is business. When tradition confronts business, MLB will seek profit at a cost to fans like myself. 

In our society, reactionaries bemoan the loss of traditional values, like religion and the family. Most like to blame the “liberal communists,” but they should look to baseball for the answer. It’s our old friend Capitalism who is to blame. Capitalism itself becomes religion: capitalists are the priests, places of work are the places of worship, and capitalist ideology reinforces the values and behaviors needed to accumulate capital. The pursuit of capital, inevitably, leads to globalization as international markets are a source of raw materials, cheap labor, and consumption. In this process, the world is homogenized, social relations change, and old traditions need to die so Capital can work its magic. Opening Day needed to be taken from Cincinnati so that Mattress Firm could be the Official Sleep Wellness Partner of Major League Baseball.

Five years ago I went to Opening Day in Cincinnati to experience baseball’s holiest day before it’s too late. It was my first time making stadium photographs on film and my first attempt at making serious work documenting ballparks, even if my principal interest at the time was surface level glamor shots. What I  saw were mirrors of myself - people happy to once again hear the crack of the bat and root for the home team.

Cincinnati may no longer be the city that welcomes a new season, but how Reds fans honor the occasion is everything Opening Day should be - a cherished date on the baseball calendar that celebrates the birth of spring and the national pastime. 

Yet in the hands of profit-chasers, it’s just another opportunity to cash-in.

 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #6

 

Spring Training is a time when reporters tell us which players are, in the hopes of bouncing back from a disappointing season, in the best shape of their lives. This year, however, every player might have showed up in the best shape of their life if they knew what was waiting in their locker.

As players reported to camp, videos and pictures surfaced across social media of noticeably cheap uniforms with oddly spaced font and pants so thin you can see through them and see…well…penis.

Fanatics, the hated sports merchandising company, took over the manufacturing of MLB’s uniforms in 2017. In 2020, Nike became the official uniform supplier for MLB. In other words, Nike designs the uniform and Fanatics makes the uniform. This off-season, Nike designed a lighter, more breathable uniform.

The change came at the cost of a clean, high-quality uniform. One such example is the loss of cross-stitched name and team fonts. The cross-stitching added a sense of elegance and detail to the uniforms; it also added extra weight that needed to be cut for a lighter jersey. A classic case of “if it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.”

When asked for an opinion on the new uniform, outfielder Taylor Ward answered, “It looks like a replica. It feels kind of like papery. It could be great when you’re out there sweating, it may be breathable. But I haven’t had that opportunity yet to try that out…So far, thumbs down.”

Although there are Little League teams that have better looking uniforms, the issue in and of itself isn’t the worst crime MLB has committed. It is, however, another sign of corporations making things lousier.

Reacting to the new uniforms, baseball writer Michael Baumann tweeted, “I'm mad about the Fanatics MLB jerseys because it's the lowest-stakes example of the thing that's sending me over the edge: An everyday thing is getting worse. Everyone knows it and hates it. It's one guy's fault and we know who it is, but there's nothing we can do to stop it.”

That’s the point. As the profit-makers of our world continue to extract every ounce of value from the commodities they sell, we—the general public—suffer. In a recent Defector article, David Roth wrote about Boeing and its history of chasing profit over safety: “the blank nihilism of financial capitalism's profit-driven imperatives is familiar by now; management's quest to see how much more cheaply an increasingly poor product can be sold at the same price and under the same name as what came before is, at bottom, the story of basically every industry or institution currently in decline or collapse”. While a chintzy uniform might not be as dangerous as a faulty airplane, this fundamental principle of corporate decision-making is the real story at play in MLB’s latest debacle.

In the 1980’s, movie producer Don Simpson proclaimed, “We have no obligation to make art. We have no obligation to make a statement. Our obligation is to make money.” Karl Marx couldn’t describe capitalist enterprise any better. MLB, Fanatics, Nike—none of them are obligated to provide us with a quality product. Their sole endeavor is to wring as much capital out of their product as possible—whatever the means—even if the labor creating that capital is running around in “papery” uniforms.

And for those who are interested, you can purchase an authentic jersey for $400+.

Photos via Getty Images








 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #5

Hello.

It’s been a while. Let me re-introduce myself. My name is Mike. I like baseball and making pictures. I started this newsletter last year as a way to work through my body of work, If They Don’t Win It’s a Shame. The plan was to share project updates, tell stories from the field, work through edits, and write about various topics concerning baseball, among other things. Well…time escaped me and I lost the habit.

With the 2024 season approaching, I’m getting back in the box. In the next few weeks I’ll be dropping a few newsletters and game planning to write more consistently. All I ask for is your continued love and support.

Take care,

Mike

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #4

October 2nd, 2019—The Oakland Athletics, winner of 97 games for the second straight season, are hosting the Tampa Bay Rays in the AL Wild Card game. 54,005 fans are in attendance for the game, a Wild Card round record.

April 19, 2023—The Oakland Athletics lose 12-2 to the Chicago Cubs in front of 12,112 fans. The loss drops them to 3-16, on pace for a 25 win season, the worst win total for a team since 1899. The next day the team announced it was relocating to Las Vegas.

How did we get here?

Let’s start with the core issue: the stadium.

The Oakland Coliseum, also known as RingCentral Coliseum, and before that, O.co Coliseum, has been home to the Athletics since 1968. It was built during the multi-sport stadium era, so the A’s shared the building with the Oakland Raiders until the Raiders themselves moved to Las Vegas in 2020. The team has been desperate for a new stadium for decades now, and with good reason. The stadium is old and is falling apart. There have been sewage issues in the clubhouses, feral cats, and recently a possum took the broadcast booth hostage.

This is where the actors come into play: the fans, city, and team. The Oakland A’s want a new stadium in a new location and they don’t want to pay for it. Following the sports owners handbook to a T, the A’s threatened relocation unless these demands were met. The city, to their credit, did not cave and had been negotiating in good faith to keep the team in Oakland without putting the financial burden on residents. As for the fans, well, they just want to watch their local team play baseball—and not have the toilet back up on them when taking a piss at the game.

I keep talking about the Oakland A’s as an entity, so let’s peel back that banana. Although many would consider professional sport teams a source of local pride and a public good, teams are privately owned. In the A’s case, they are owned by John Fisher, an “American businessman” aka the failson of The Gap’s founders. In 2005, he bought a stake in the Athletics for $180 million and became the majority owner in 2016. Despite MLB’s protests that owning a baseball team is a poor investment, the Athletics are now valued at $1.18 billion. And Fisher’s personal net worth is roughly $2.2 billion.

Despite making the playoffs from 2018-2020 and having a winning record in 2021, Fisher decided he needed some leverage in stadium negotiations. From Fisher’s perspective, winning games is not good. Fans show up when the team wins and sustained winning means investment in the product. When trying to shake down a city for public funding, the threat of relocation rings hollow when the seats are full. And spending money on the team proves you have the means to build the stadium yourself.

How did Fisher create leverage? He tore the team to shreds. After the 2021 season, he slashed an already bottom of the league payroll in half. In 2021, the A’s were 25/30 in taxable payroll, at $102 million, about $48 million below the league average. Entering this season, the A’s are dead last in taxable payroll at $81 million, a full $107 million below the league average. Pre-tax, the A’s payroll sits around $56 million. For context, the New York Mets top pitcher alone will make $43 million this season. This payroll cut was done by trading away the team’s best players—the players that took the team to the playoffs three of four seasons.

What did the team do after selling away All-Star players and cutting the payroll in half? They doubled ticket prices. It’s almost like this was done intentionally—tanking the team to lose games and enticing fans to forego the product in order to receive public funding, Or Else. The Athletics are, allegedly, a baseball team and trading away young, good players while making the playoffs year after year doesn’t make any baseball sense. And remember the wild cats and possums mentioned earlier? You think The Gap would let that fly in their stores?

 

“The A's were built to drive fans away, because the aim isn't to build a successful team anymore, it's to get a local government to subsidize real estate investment”- Michael Baumann

Photo by Jed Jacobsohn

 

Leaving the boundaries of capitalism in play, the only rational course of action is for John Fisher and the Oakland Athletics to fund a new stadium privately. After all, they are a private corporation. John Fisher holds all the power, not the fans. He makes all the decisions, not the fans. He collects the profits, not the fans. It doesn’t matter if the stadium is sold out every night and if the team wins every game. If he wants the team to wear shorts, they’ll wear shorts. If he wants the team mascot to be a feral cat, the mascot will be a feral cat. And if he wants someone else to pay for his personal gain, someone else will pay for his personal gain even if the fans, city, and even the players are 100% against it.

A story like this is why I’m making If They Don’t Win It’s a Shame. As outlined in the first newsletter, baseball is a dying sport, with a dwindling fan base and myriad of problems that won’t be solved so long as it is beholden to the profit-making interests of owners and advertisers, at the expense of fans like myself.

That is the story of the Athletics stadium development. The owner, one person, is interested in profit, not baseball. He wants to own private land and capitalize off the development of the land, while local and state coffers pay the expenses. And millions of people are losing an important facet of their life as a result.

Nevada politicians are giving public funds and a special tax status to the Athletics to move to Las Vegas. How will spending $1.5 billion on a baseball stadium help the people of Nevada as they stare down a water crisis in the desert?

This is the story of capitalism. The body of work focuses on baseball, but it’s a microcosm for our larger world. The self-interested profit motives of those who own the economic engines are at odds with the collective interest of everyone else. Their enrichment is our devastation.

To summarize: the Athletics play in a literal crumbling stadium and they legitimately need a new one. On one side of the path to a new ballpark are millions of fans who love the Athletics. On the other side is a billionaire. What’s the solution?

Socialize the pastime.

 
 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #3

 

Coinciding with the start of the season, I’ve started trip preparations for making ballpark work this summer. I bought film in bulk before the Kodak price hike, am reviewing 2022 work to map out a narrative and shot list for 2023, and finalized my stadium list for the year after a winter of indecisiveness.

The If They Don’t Win It’s a Shame tour will be making its way to Denver, Baltimore, D.C., and—fingers crossed—the Big Apple for a week. I don’t have as much PTO as I used to so I decided to keep the schedule (and wallet) light. And you already know I’ll be biking over to The Bank for a few Phillies games.

There are no other updates but I need to feed the content mill. Over the winter I wrote a long recap of the 2022 trips, on the waning memories I have from last year, but it felt dull. However, I have a running list of rankings for each stadium photographed, based on: the stadium itself, my experience, a hot dog taste test, an ice cream helmet taste test, and my overall impression. I figure that’s a more interesting way to abbreviate the prior project junkets.

Stadium Rankings

What is a stadium ranking? Well, it’s kind of vague. It includes aesthetics/photographableness, accessibility, history, etc.

  1. Wrigley Field

  2. Citizens Bank Park

  3. Target Field

  4. Fenway Park

  5. Kauffman Stadium

  6. Busch Stadium

  7. Guaranteed Rate Field

  8. Miller Park (now sponsored by and named American Family Field, but I refuse)

Experience Rankings

What makes up an experience? Again, it’s vague. I consider it the ticket holder experience, fan culture, my personal enjoyment at the game. It can be anything from dumb mascot pranks to fan clubs to the tailgate scene.

  1. Guaranteed Rate Field

  2. Wrigley Field

  3. Citizens Bank Park

  4. Fenway Park

  5. Target Field

  6. Kauffman Stadium

  7. Miller Park

  8. Busch Stadium*

* Automatic bottom of the barrel for having the head of security take an interest in my photo-making.

 

Hot Dog Rankings

  1. Wrigley Field

  2. Citizens Bank Park

  3. Fenway Park

  4. Miller Park

  5. Kauffman Stadium, Busch Stadium, Guaranteed Rate Field, Target Field

At a certain point, a generic concession roller-dog is just another generic concession roller-dog.

Generic concession roller-dog

 

Ice Cream Helmet Rankings

  1. Kauffman Stadium

  2. Citizens Bank Park

  3. Miller Park

  4. Busch Stadium

  5. Fenway Park

  6. Target Field

  7. Guaranteed Rate Field

  8. Wrigley Field

The Kauffman Stadium ice cream isn’t good for a ballpark.—it’s good good. At the other end of the spectrum, I found out ice cream can actually be…bad. The Guaranteed Rate soft serve was ice water (not be confused with water ice) and the Wrigley Field ice cream tasted like paper. Although, to be fair to Wrigley, I did order the vegan ice cream.

The #1 ice cream helmet. Mint choco + fudge syrup + whip

 

Overall Rankings

  1. Wrigley Field

  2. Citizens Bank Park

  3. Guaranteed Rate Field

  4. Target Field

  5. Fenway Park

  6. Kauffman Stadium

  7. Busch Stadium

  8. Miller Park

Guaranteed Rate Field has no business being as high it is. It’s as ugly as it sounds and upper deck tickets aren’t allowed in the lower levels. Be that as it may, the two games I photographed were the most fun I’ve had making pictures.

Putting Fenway Park this low feels like me being an unnecessary contrarian, but, I’ve been to Target Field more than any stadium outside Citizen Bank and it’s always a joy there. And when comparing Fenway to its historic counterpart in Wrigley, the latter does a much better job playing up the old-time vibes while still offering a great modern game-day experience.

Before I get outta here I need to sing my praise of Citizens Bank Park. It’s beautiful, accessible, the atmosphere is lively, and the food is top notch. I’m biased but it’s an ideal place to watch a game. And photograph.

I love The Bank

 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #2

 

Although the Equinox officially signifies the passing of winter, its Opening Day, for me, that celebrates the birth of spring. The start of a new season—the baseball season—mentally ushers in a time of warmth and optimism. It’s something to look forward to.

Ever since I was a kid, in anticipation of Opening Day, I’ve been making season predictions. Back then I knew every player in the league and would look at all the stat forecasts—PECOTA, Zips, CAIRO, etc—to make the most informed prognosis. Now I can’t even name you all the players on the team I care about.

But that won’t stop me from continuing the tradition. I would also insert a witty joke about sports betting and its ubiquitous advertising, but I’m not witty or funny. So just like, don’t put your paycheck on these picks, because I don’t offer free bets if your first one is a loser.

Bad picture, but soon math classes with be “Presented by FanDuel”. Fun way to teach probabilities!

AL WEST

  1. New York Yankees

  2. Toronto Blue Jays

  3. Tampa Bay Rays

  4. Baltimore Orioles

  5. Boston Red sox

AL CENTRAL

  1. Chicago White Sox

  2. Cleveland Guardians

  3. Minnesota Twins

  4. Detroit Tigers

  5. Kansas City Royals

AL WEST

  1. Houston Astros

  2. Seattle Mariners

  3. Texas Rangers

  4. Los Angeles Angels

  5. Oakland Athletics

NL EAST

  1. Atlanta [Censored]

  2. New York Mets

  3. Philadelphia Phillies

  4. Miami Marlins

  5. Washington National

NL CENTRAL

  1. St. Louis Cardinals

  2. Milwaukee Brewers

  3. Chicago Cubs

  4. Pittsburgh Pirates

  5. Cincinnati Reds

NL WEST

  1. San Diego Padres

  2. Los Angeles Dodgers

  3. San Francisco Giants

  4. Colorado Rockies

  5. Arizona Diamondbacks

AL WILD CARD ROUND

  • New York Yankees (3) over Seattle Mariners (6)

  • Toronto Blue Jays (4) over Cleveland Guardians (5)

NL WILD CARD ROUND

  • St. Louis Cardinals (3) over Philadelphia Phillies (6)

  • New York Mets (4) over Los Angeles Dodgers (5)

ALDS

  • Houston Astros (1) over Toronto Blue Jays (4)

  • Chicago White Sox (2) over New York Yankees (3)

NLDS

  • Atlanta [Censored] (1) over New York Mets (4)

  • St. Louis Cardinals (3) over San Diego Padres (2)

ALCS

  • Houston Astros (1) over Chicago White Sox (2)

NLCS

  • Atlanta [Censored] (1) over St. Louis Cardinals (3)

WORLD SERIES

  • Houston Astros (1) over Atlanta [Censored] (1)

AL MVP

  • Vladimir Guerrero Jr

NL MVP

  • Juan Soto

AL CY YOUNG

  • Gerrit Cole

NL CY YOUNG

  • Max Fried

 

Peanuts & Cracker Jack #1

 

One of my earliest memories—maybe my earliest—involves baseball: my dad and grandpa teaching me how to hit, at the park with the wooden pirate ship. I couldn’t have been older than 2 or 3. They were showing me how to hold the bat, guiding my swings. Each time I’d make contact with the slow, arching, underhanded lob, I’d stumble around imaginary bases, hitting a home run every time.

Baseball would go on to eat up the vast majority of my childhood. There was Little League, travel ball, and eventually varsity, not to mention trading cards, video games, and books. Summers were spent with my grandma, who would reminisce on Yankees of yesterday (Mickey Mantle and Tony Kubek were her favorites) and complain about “that bum Torre.” I could (and mostly still can) name all the World Series winners and losers. I even had a baseball blog—which I am not too embarrassed to admit but am too embarrassed to name.

So when it became evident my playing career was coming to an end because 5’6” first basemen don’t really have a future in baseball, I knew what to do—become GM of the New York Yankees. And the first step was to obtain a Sport Management Degree from Rutgers University—at least, that’s what all my advisors and professors sold me until I ended up selling tickets for a minor league team in Texas. 

Why I Started Making Photographs

The seeds of this project were planted on  June 6, 2015, a day game between the Baltimore Orioles and Cleveland [censored]. Visiting each Major League ballpark is at the top of every baseball fan’s bucket list. I was 23 and never traveled before, apart from a weekend tournament or a family day trip to the Jersey Shore. Yet I was itching to see America, one ballpark at a time. And Cleveland was batting leadoff because it was the cheapest flight.

At the game I took a million pictures with my phone—on the ground, standing on railings, and straining in different poses to get the perfect shot. I was compelled to photograph everything.

That winter I took the next logical step and purchased a “real” camera—a Nikon D3300 with the 18-55mm kit lens—to document the bucket list. I was now a “photographer.” 

A phone photo from that first trip to Cleveland

One of my first photos taken with a real camera. Photoshop sliders on max.

Disillusionment

Fast forward to September 2019. I turned 28 having crossed 24 stadiums off the list. But then something happened. Well, a couple things happened.

The first thing was a presidential election, or my coming to god moment. I absolutely loved America, Back-to-Back World War Champs. In third grade I wanted to be a US Senator. Instead, I became a corporate drone. This disenchantment opened my eyes to the chasm between alleged American ideals and American reality. So I turned to Marx. Socialism always sounded appealing—from each according to his ability, to each according to his needs—that’s some pretty cool shit right? But as a good American liberal, I filed that away as impractical idealism. Yet there was this Bernie guy making some good points and being called a dirty commie for it, so why not go directly to the primary source?

The second thing that happened was a global virus that shut the world down, Major League Baseball included. Games were closed to the public and I sure as hell wasn’t getting anywhere near a large crowd of people. Not that I cared about that. How could I care about that when people were dying? How could I give a shit about a silly sport when Blackrock owns $10 trillion in assets while 500,000 Americans sleep on a sidewalk—coincidentally the same number of Iraqi civilians killed by The Troops. Oh, but my team won last night, it’s all good.

From 2020-2021 I don’t think I watched more than a handful of innings. I certainly didn’t watch a game from start to end. Baseball wasn’t on my mind much at all, until a random archive dig. I came across all the stadium photographs made the year before the pandemic. All I could see were giant corporate ads intruding every frame, but as my initial disgust with these “unusable” pictures ebbed, I saw a way to synthesize my love of baseball and my disdain for the business side of the sport—and our capitalist society at large. Eureka! After a lengthy breakup, my relationship with baseball was rekindled.

The Project

If They Don’t Win It’s a Shame explores American culture and society within the confines of America’s pastime. Baseball is a dying sport, with a dwindling fan base and myriad of problems that won’t be solved so long as it is beholden to the profit-making interests of owners and advertisers, at the expense of fans like myself. This work is my attempt to document America— at the grand ole ballpark.

Why (the question that haunts of every body of work)?

Baseball directly shaped the course of my life—it’s the reason I even picked up a damn camera! As I grow disillusioned with America and her national pastime, it’s the camera that helps me reconcile the dissonance, to explain the world as I see it. Photography is my voice. 

If They Don’t Win It’s a Shame is more than a conflicted love story or a social commentary. It's a self-portrait. 

 
 
 

The Arch

I’m not a fan of tourist traps or photographing what others have done better, but Joel really missed the mark on this one.

 

Note to Self

Do not store exposed film sheets in negative sleeves prior to developing.

 

"Choice"

Free Film USA Scans

Some scans from the Free Film USA project that swept the (film) nation in 2019.